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Is it ever justifiable, to sit in front of a camera, run your hand up and down over your bare chest and stomach and reach into
your pants every now and then? When you are ready, you go in and bring out for the viewers to see and you jack it, jack it good for them
for their money's worth.

So I wonder, if you are living with your child and a single father, could it be justified? No food in the fridge and bills to pay, circumstances push you into doing this.
Indigence, this is not a reason I believe, to turn your body into a digital comodity.
While I am writing this, the same though paces through my mind, going back to that youtube video and watching that guy,
stroke his body, this just this, brought me to the point of no return. No ectasy, though accompanied this ejaculation. It was just a raw, hormal response to visual stimuli.
Come on you lousy "3G" modem, connect so I can get off and pretend I am actually doing something with substance.
My Brie sandwich is half eaten, Brie onions and lettuce.

Why did I come to the computer with this sandwich half eaten, is it because I desire to go again to this video, or is it to actually write something about my wish to public health.
The latter, is the motivator. How can I make it overcome these other desires? How can I sublimate this need?
Christ the Glorious King. He knows.


Suck dick, suck dick, suck dick. That's what I could go out, find someone to suck, and suck him off. Now why don't I?

I am an agent a perosn, able to choose, not at mercy of my desires.